Sunday, October 31, 2004
area exercise dae! :) *rocks on heels* haha. too bad i was late. coz of horse riding. haha. horse riding! i almost fell off. TWICE. but tt's wat made it mroe fun. hee. tt mimo la!! suddenly started cantering sidewaes.. shied awae from the side coz chester(the horse in front) did just tt.. he got scared of a lizard!! lik.. even i wasn't scared la! okies fine. i din see it. den when i was bout to canter. mimo put in this HUGUMONGOUS buck. haha. lucky i got used to bucks on smint. there was once when he kinda reared and bucked at the same time.. gymnast. newaes. after i rushed back.. i rinse and changed. put on my hat tt vanessa wants so much and cycled to the beach! haha. played beach volleyball and captains ball and basketball. i got accused of bullying ppl while playing captain's balL!! wat is dis? me? bully ppl? realli meeehhhhh? [sheep] wat did i do?!! stupid ian. how can u accuse me liddat?! ohhh wellls.. den i got accused of being dao! okies la. tt was my fault. sorry sorry. hee. i was having too much (fun?) quarrelling with vanessa. but tts not an excuse. sorry. oh ya.. and to add to my near death experiences todae. i almost got hit down my a car. coz i turned teh corner while cycling without ringing my bell. i forgot! haha. i almost forgot my life awae. wad tokin me?
newaes. den i rushed back home to bathe.. change. and meet vicky (for the first time) to take the chartered bus to city harvest. haha. suposed to pei shin jung. but tt dude din come in the end. -_- owells. haha. at least babyhands,ally,bel and chaosiew were dere. oh..
one of ally's frens: are you wearing contacts? or are your eye color natural?
me: huh?!! i'm wearing specs! its natural.. why?
one of ally's frens: *dunno wat la. sth bout my eyes being very light brown?*
haha. erps. huh?! wats tt supposed to mean?
den..
teri: -uses her finger to lift my chin- (i'm lik. err...) *sth sth bout my eyes being natural or not*
wah.. i got natural eyes laa. haha. i look lik some unnatural being izzit?! ohwells haha
den..
teri: are you a dancer?
dang! i look lik dancer! everyone who sees me for the first itme finks tt. why why? haha. but i do lik dancing. =P at least dey weren't lik joanna phay!! she called me cheerleader for a whole term!! i look lik cheerleader? *cries.. oh yea... and she tot i was a gymnast. hahahaha. me not flex. sorry. haha.
oooo.. i'm kinda red. haha. the sun at the beach. no good. haha.
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9:11 PM
area exercise dae! :) *rocks on heels* haha. too bad i was late. coz of horse riding. haha. horse riding! i almost fell off. TWICE. but tt's wat made it mroe fun. hee. tt mimo la!! suddenly started cantering sidewaes.. shied awae from the side coz chester(the horse in front) did just tt.. he got scared of a lizard!! lik.. even i wasn't scared la! okies fine. i din see it. den when i was bout to canter. mimo put in this HUGUMONGOUS buck. haha. lucky i got used to bucks on smint. there was once when he kinda reared and bucked at the same time.. gymnast. newaes. after i rushed back.. i rinse and changed. put on my hat tt vanessa wants so much and cycled to the beach! haha. played beach volleyball and captains ball and basketball. i got accused of bullying ppl while playing captain's balL!! wat is dis? me? bully ppl? realli meeehhhhh? [sheep] wat did i do?!! stupid ian. how can u accuse me liddat?! ohhh wellls.. den i got accused of being dao! okies la. tt was my fault. sorry sorry. hee. i was having too much (fun?) quarrelling with vanessa. but tts not an excuse. sorry. oh ya.. and to add to my near death experiences todae. i almost got hit down my a car. coz i turned teh corner while cycling without ringing my bell. i forgot! haha. i almost forgot my life awae. wad tokin me?
newaes. den i rushed back home to bathe.. change. and meet vicky (for the first time) to take the chartered bus to city harvest. haha. suposed to pei shin jung. but tt dude din come in the end. -_- owells. haha. at least babyhands,ally,bel and chaosiew were dere. oh..
one of ally's frens: are you wearing contacts? or are your eye color natural?
me: huh?!! i'm wearing specs! its natural.. why?
one of ally's frens: *dunno wat la. sth bout my eyes being very light brown?*
haha. erps. huh?! wats tt supposed to mean?
den..
teri: -uses her finger to lift my chin- (i'm lik. err...) *sth sth bout my eyes being natural or not*
wah.. i got natural eyes laa. haha. i look lik some unnatural being izzit?! ohwells haha
den..
teri: are you a dancer?
dang! i look lik dancer! everyone who sees me for the first itme finks tt. why why? haha. but i do lik dancing. =P at least dey weren't lik joanna phay!! she called me cheerleader for a whole term!! i look lik cheerleader? *cries.. oh yea... and she tot i was a gymnast. hahahaha. me not flex. sorry. haha.
oooo.. i'm kinda red. haha. the sun at the beach. no good. haha.
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9:11 PM
"Any Man Of Mine"
This is what a woman wants...
Any man of mine better be proud of me
Even when I'm ugly he still better love me
And I can be late for a date that's fine
But he better be on time
Any man of mine'll say it fits just right
When last year's dress is just a little too tight
And anything I do or say better be okay
When I have a bad hair day A
nd if I change my mind
A million times
I wanna hear him say
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I like it that way
Any man of mine better walk the line
Better show me a teasin' squeezin' pleasin' kinda time
I need a man who knows, how the story goes
He's gotta be a heartbeatin' fine treatin'Breathtakin' earthquakin' kind
Any man of mine
Well any man of mine better disagree
When I say another woman's lookin' better than me
And when I cook him dinner and I burn it black
He better say, mmmm, I like it like that yeah
And if I changed my mind
A million timesI wanna hear him say
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I like it that way
Any man of mine better walk the line
Better show me a teasin' squeezin' pleasin' kinda time
I need a man who knows, how the story goes
He's gotta be a heartbeatin' fine treatin'
Breathtakin' earthquakin' kind
Any man of mine
Let me hear you say
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I like it that way
Any man of mine better walk the line
Better show me a teasin' squeezin' pleasin' kinda time
I need a man who knows, how the story goes
He's gotta be a heartbeatin' fine treatin'
Breathtakin' earthquakin' kind
You gotta shimmy shake
Make the earth quake
Kick, turn, stomp, stomp, then you jump
Heel to toe, Do Si Do'Til your boots wanna break"
Til your feet and your back ache
Keep it movin' 'til you just can't take anymore
Come on everybody on the floor
A-one two, a-three fourHup two, hum
If you wanna be a man of mine, that's right
This is what a woman wants...
*Shania Twain
hehe. dis song is so cute. haha. i love the mtv!! coz i get to watch three different horses in action! =)) dun ask me wat the horses have to do with the songs. haha. love the black horse. hehe. cute horse.. tried to eat her hair.. haha. okies crapping. goody nite~
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1:16 AM
Saturday, October 30, 2004
the year is ova! *gasps* i'm gonna be sec four! *chokes* i'll be leaving rg soon! *faints*
-okies, cut the crap already-
wat did i do dis year? i sprained my ankle just before x-country nats. hurmph. i kinda pulled my thigh muscle two weeks before interschool nats. haha. on the bright side. i paid attention in my classes!! =)) yeap.. and i confessed to my ma bout not paying attention in class for the last two years. oops.
*recalls lower sec daes..
+ drawin on the table (in pencil of course!) [okies fine.. sometimes with INKY pens too..]
+ switching off the speaker when mrs tay was using the mike.. =P
haiya! her reaction so farnie. hehe.
mrs tay: "hello hello?!!" -stares at the mike-
me: "aiya mrs tay! u never turn on the speaker!" -snaps the speaker back on- *looks innocent*
point to note--> she was our physics teacher
+ shooting pongs half wae round the classroom when mr yap wasnt looking
+ pretending to go support basketball finals so we can miss art class.. and of course so we can go get jenn a prezzie before we meet her for her bdae lunch. haha
+ taking oh-so-very-long to clean up lia's wound in the general office so we can miss art. (again)
+ taking on step into the toilet before racing down three flights of stairs to buy my correction tape. [i used "going to the toilet" as an excuse.. at least i got back faster dan shihui.. who realli went to do her business ;)]
+ sneaking down to the canteen to buy snacks during chinese class
+ hiding our mentos in our pencil cases (we upgraded to m&ms already)
+ firing ice at each other with our straws during recess [im more civilised now.. dunno bout mel and jenn tho.hee]
+ chionging down after class to buy the chicken wing frm malay stall! (haven eaten it de whole year!)
+ hiding under the table during class after commiting some crime against a classmate (cant rmb wat i did.. wasn't realli tt bad tho. heehee)
+ signing contracts.. [i, amelia ahmad hatib, promise to be loyal to the stall one ah pek foreva..]
wow.. i miss those daes. haha.
okie. back to the present. meep. watched ouiji board last fri.. i'm never gonna watch another horror movie! its not worth my money! i end up watching half the show.. and i'm getting bored of examining my palms. okie breathe abby. watched yesterdaeoncemore on monday. the chinese title is wad again ally?!! haha. jan and i tot it was "qing ma men" welcome horse door. well it looks liddat wad! hurr. wimbledon was ok.. haha. quite predictable. but nice laa. hehe. sky captain! lame show. haha. but quite enjoyable.. wun wanna watch it twice tho. hoho.
oh my! two girls said hi to me on the streets and cine the past few daes.. i was lik "er.. hi!"*beams*. fink dey were frm primary sch. haha. i think one was my p3 classmate.. and the other.. malay girl. dun fink i've eva spoken to her in my life! now tt's kinda creepy. haha. maybe i have the word "abigail" written on my face. -shrugs-
it was netball carn todae! fun! =) i realised i played ten games. haha. okies. nine and a half. haha. tired. but it was worth it. hehe. the rest in between was kinda long. so din feel tt tired during the whole carnival. haha. we got disqualified! oh well. *patpat mussy* dun worry lil girl. go trash 3/5 next year!! *hides* (in case some 3/5ver comes along)
okie. church time approaching! *beams* so happy. haha. area gathering! gotta go soon.. haha. tml is area exercise dae! too bad i'll be late coz of horse riding. haha. but tt's gonna be too fun to miss. hoho. after tt will be going to city harvest will ally. why? to pei ta and dunno who else la. haha. yse yes. we will all squeeze into four tables. haha. laters~ =)
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2:40 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
i onli planned the jelly part! haha. wadeva la. hehe. jelly flour and bubble tea fight! haha. weiming ar.. i was tired frm being chased by sam la. haha. i can outrun u!! until u grow taller :P hee..the pics will be put up soon! we need more cell pictures! haha. walkin back to dte was so farnie. ppl were lik "*boogie eyes* WAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!" haha. hilarious. eh the jelly smells nice ok! its the 'gimme one more jelly!' as u ppl obviously din noe. haha. the aloe vera one green one. haha. high quality jelly let u ppl play leh! haha. and i was so nice. i decided to onli buy ONE SMALL container. so u ppl wun get so dirty.. but but.. wahlao the bubble tea pearls are gross la! haha. nata de coco smells nice.. its u ppl smell bad la! hehehe. or as mel would sae "its ur nose shit la poon!"
+ recalls leaders meeting.. haha
PJ: lets have three ppl volunteer to pray.. comon! dun volunteer others. just volunteer urself!
-yihui and pam volunterr to pray-
PJ: eh wat happened to the guys?! lets have a guy volunteer to pray too!
-silence.. *looks arnd*-
Daniao: u cannot sae guys! u must sae MEN!!
EVERYBODY: *BOOGIE EYES* HARHARHAR.
haiya.. it was funnier den .hahaha. sorry la.. but his pray was farnie too haha.
hey centralone members! hee. go add 'centralone' in frenster! ;)
to all members:
next week is area gathering! yeap. hehe. dinner after tt as usual :)
rmb to sign up for camp! bring ur money and forms next week or next next week ya
area exercise dae next sundae at bbq pit 29.. come down yea! it'l be fun! ;)
wat else.. er.. hehe. lets deisgn a cell shirt!! den we can al wear to camp together~~ so happy. hee.
okies la cheryl. we will try not to have anymore flour fights. hee. be happy weiming stopped me from mashed banana.. (it would have been so nice tho dun u think? =P) and shaun said no to ketchup fight. (awww..)
haiya ray u missed the fun la. see la. dun come to church heehee.
i am not cunning la, aaron.
janice wong! my surname is cheng. see my birth cert? hoho.
jerik mok ar.. pls rmb my surname correctly ok? hehe. wat bout MM? :P
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11:29 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
if i had wings i would fly
coz all i need
u are
if the world caved in arnd me
to u i'll still hold on
coz u're all tt i believe
u're the one who created me
jesus
because of u
I'M FREE!~~ :)
haha. finally. oh wells. wat did i do? haha. go watch movie! after cleaning the classroom.. or trying to. haha. wanted to watch white chicks [RIGHT CHERYL?!!]. BUT some ppl.. *dat look:P* wanted to watch ouiji board!! and the timing.. hurr. oh well.. i fink i missed half the show due to the sudden fascination for the lines on my palms. but it was ok. hehe. at least i managed to sleep last nite. haha. frm wat i saw.. the storyline was rubbish hee.. but i wouldn't realli noe.. it wouldn't have been so bad if it were in english me thinks. we were lik "omg its korean omg omg!" okies i shouldn't sae omg.. i'msorry.. hoho
had lots to blog. butnow i can't rmb a single thing. haha. all i have to sae now is.. i dunno how jan types accurately with her keyboard. it was quite hard.. haha. need lotsa skills! haha. she pro~~ at sleepin too haha. oops
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1:18 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
two more papers! =)) freedom.. is never free.
trees dreamt of me! haha. am i supposed to be honoured? *raise eyebrows* well.. frm the fact tt she dreamt i went for netball carn in ballet shoes.. i guess not. haha! now i noe she realli finks i'm stupid. haha. or maybe she's the one who's so gong.. subconciously.. she finks tt ballet shoes are 'the shoes' to wear on the netball court :P okies okies *runs awae frm trees*
WHAT A WHOMPING WILLOW.. :P
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1:39 PM
two more papers! =)) freedom.. is never free.
trees dreamt of me! haha. am i supposed to be honoured? *raise eyebrows* well.. frm the fact tt she dreamt i went for netball carn in ballet shoes.. i guess not. haha! now i noe she realli finks i'm stupid. haha. or maybe she's the one who's so gong.. subconciously.. she finks tt ballet shoes are 'the shoes' to wear on the netball court :P okies okies *runs awae frm trees*
WHAT A WHOMPING WILLOW.. :P
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1:39 PM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
hoho. two daes of exams have passed.. and this is abby dead two times ova. haha okies. i'm kinda exaggerating. haha. the chinese compo topics were.. weird. to me. haha.
question 3)
[translated]
write about a guy who took your picture with a camera phone and wat u did.
(too bad i onli saw this question when i was half wae thru the other question in the same section. hehe. )
-and im lik. omg! i can write bout amos or joshcho! haha. so bian tai-
question 4)
wei4 yu2 chou2 mou3 vs lin2 ke2 jue2 jing3
*recalls weiming's sms..
tmr chinese muz.. Add oil! no use lin2 ke2 jue2 jing3.. i Noe you already wei4 yu3 chou2 mou2..so u should mei2 wen4 ti2! i will wei4 ni3 dao3 gao4.. so bu2 yao4 dan1 xin1.. wan3 an1
haha. not bad for an ac guy rite? hoho. god told him our question! haha. too bad i din listen :P wei4 yu3 chou2 mou2 my foot =PP
okies. better go study before jan comes flyin outa MY room to kill ME! wat has the world come to? haha.
[u noe the world has gone wrong when the best golfer (still?) is a black, and the best rapper is a white]
[u noe the world has come right again when rp drives u nuts]
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2:48 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
just watched the dae after tml.. haha. did chinese at the same time. hohoho. its called.. half family movie. ma wanted me to watch. hahaha. yes she rocks~~
megalife's on fire! :) yesterdae was great.. (cept the going home to TRY and study part). okies lets see.. i packed flour into 15 bags after lunch before waking jan up at 2pm. yes.. PM~ haha. at least she got her rest~ yep.
went shopping at TM with her for presents and stuff to put in the shoe box tt's gonna be sent to combodia.. for the lil kids there. hoho. had lotsa fun choosing baby socks!! and lookin for colouring books.. picking cute hair clips for lil girls. hehe. ok
- stops-
went to downtown for cell.. and celebrated shawn's birthday! (and cheryl's and grace's and louelle's.. but dey din come.. hurr. oh well.happy birthday guys!) while weiming 'lured' shawn aawe..e veyrone was told the plan.. and given a packet of flour each.. *sniggers*
"lets celebrate shawn's birthday!"
"come lest pray.. 1,2,3"
POUR FLOUR ON SHAWN!! wahaha~
den war broke out.. haha. at leae we din get smeared with cake dis time :) jan and i set out to bully the 'little boy' :P and to turn "the black one, white".. bad move. got flour all ova me and chili on my back! at least trees now pities me after visitin church the other time. haha doesnt' bully me in class anymore! *muackz* hehe. i shld show her my shirt. *grinZ*
after the flour.. got spread all ova the place lik anthrax, jan and i went to get WATER.. u noe.. flour and water ;) *innocent look*. BUT. the queue in cheers was so long i decided to go check out the swim store opp. and found CRAZY RIBBON CANS! ;) purchased two bottles..
and there we were.. walking back innnocently.. holdin each other round the waist with the cans concealed behind the other's back. too bad lady luck din aprove of wat we were up to.. and shawn lik appeared outa the ground..aka came frm behind.. ruined our groove and took jan's can. *growls*
sprayspray.. green and yellow ribbons everywhere! :)but the worst was yet to come (sound familiar?) the whole troop of monkeys went and got a can of crazy ribbon each! but iwas fun~ :) exercise. haha. yi ju liang de ;)
ahhH! the lil (bout three years old) indian boy is so cute! Thaddeus. haha. he copies our every move.. and goes up the stage to pretend to sing! (sure win singapore idol..) omg! [can i keep him!?!! -his dad just laughed in response to the question so i guess its a no =((-] haha. he's so adorable. i opened my arms to him and he came and let me carry him! hehe. cute little darling. and his parents attend church! gonna look for dem next week. hehe. i mean him. not dem. haha.
vanessa! joeyee! wah.. try to put ice up/down my shirt.. violation of modesty laa.. haha.weird ppl.. dey look at the grnd.. look at me and try to fuse (us?) together. haha.
two horses have joined my horse family [thankew! ;)] :) hehe. i prefer the white one. for now. i think. [haven named dem yet. must wait for ling gan :)] but abby doesn't show favortism.. dey will be treated equally.. and will be equally loved.. :) or else dey'll start fightin lik the protestants and catholics. (omg ss! hehe. i onli read the textbook. SO FAR) hee. *beams*
ok.. tml exam.. gtg. toodles~~ god bless us all. haha.
wait! horse riding was awesome todae! managed to get mimo going forward tho we were in the lead. *wat an achievement. haha. and the canter was great~~ haha papa took a video. so i get to watch mimo in action! haha. okies.. back to work i guess. did i sae back? i mean to work. okies la back to work..
-> evidence of mental abuse..
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3:01 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
but no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like [x2]
Welcome to my life [x3]
~welcome to my life. simple plan
uh huh :) nice song. nice lyrics.
[be.my.morning.star]
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1:47 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
yes i noe i've got lotsa studying to do. but when u get bored. u get bored. aye? haha. so i startin reading.. :P [abby u bad bad girl] -> i sound lik vick. haha
Feminist
the best definition of a feminist that i noe of is a woman who has gotten fed up. what has she gotten fed up with? thre are a number of things
she is fed up with education as it is usually practiced. the girls are made to beleive tt dey can't do math (hah!) and are taught to make biscuits instead. (and dey sae we can't cook :P) they are encouraged to become nurses instead of doctors (stop me), secretaries instead of engineers, and wives (instead of husbands?) and mothers before everything else. (try make me). and even in high school sports it's more prestigious to be head cheerleader (dun sae i look lik one leh! *looks at joanna) for the football (de game where a grp of ppl, all who can afford to buy a ball each, chase after that one particular ball.) team or homecoming queen than to be the leading scorer on the girls' basketball team.
a feminist is fed up with organized religion - not with religion, but with the way that its usually organized. girls are encouraged to be nuns but never priests. they dont lead Sunday school lessons, they prepare the pot-luck buffets and decorate the altars.
a feminist is fed up with politics and politicians. the general sentiment is taht this games is too rough and too sordid for women, who are too naive (huh) to noe what is going on, even tho the League of Women voters is still the only source of unbiased information on the candidates and the issues at election time. (see.. we rock)
a feminist is fed up with American society. she likes to have doors opened for her and chairs pulled back (so she falls on the ground?), but not at the expense of a couple of thousand dollars less a year in her paychecks. she is sickened by reports of mrs. X being the only woman electrician, board member, representative, judge etc. she is incensed at the feeling of inadequacy which makes a woman on a quiz program admit that she is "just a housewife" [whoever head a man admit that he was "just a lawyer"?] she is fed up with lades' auxiliaries, where there are no men's auxiliaries. she is fed up with being a second-class citizen in the land of the free and the home of male hypocrites. (hear! hear!)
and now that dey are suggesting that she register for the draft, she just may be angry enuff to refuse- until they pass the Equal Rigths Amendment for her.
did i tell u guys are the weaker sex? :P
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9:27 PM
Monday, October 11, 2004
the sch is so loserish. had to go for sec four farewell rehearsal todae. haha. some rehearsal. i had no idea wat went on. why? coz i wasn't there. i was in dreamland.. see..
we assembled in the hall according to our batches. [batch 19.. *boogie eyes* o.0] yep yep. took attendance blah blah. i was just minding my own business.. puttin my very heavy head on my arm.. closing my very painful eyelids.. juz finkin bout stuff. and. EARTH TO ABBY! i wake up at lik 3:20.. one hour later.. and find myself in the hall with JUST ONE other person.. who was still in deep slumber. -panics and runs out of the hall to the amphi- hehehe. here's the REALLY amazing part. no one knew i had been sleeping hahaha. oh man i might as well have not gone. wat a waste of time.. lik i dun prefer my bed to the hall floor.. hurr.
haa. jason next year u watch out. u'll be mugging ur butt off for o levels and I'LL be the one suaning u. haha. have fun la kkaez~ :) at the gig and wat not. haha. happy eating roti prata. harhar.
dun worry manda~ she'll come round sooner or later yea. dun let her get to u~ :) cya sat! dun let gerlaine steal the prezzie i got u horr.. *wags finger at gerlaine* :P
[if i could have one wish i'll be the first to tell u dis, it was never wat i wanted, no]
~oh well.
this song is so yesterdae. haha. but its nice yes? yes.
Backstreet..I Want It That Way
You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way
But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way
CHORUS:
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way
Am I your fire
Your one desire
Yes I know it's too late
But I want it that way
CHORUS
Now I can see that we've fallen apart
From the way that it used to be, yeah
No matter the distance
I want you to know that
Deep down inside of me
You are my fire
The one desire
You are, you are, you are, you are
Don't wanna hear you say...
Don't wanna hear you say,
Ain't nothin' but a heartache,
Ain't nothin' but a mistake,
(Don't wanna hear you say),
I never wanna hear you say,
I want it that way
Tell me why,
Ain't nothin' but a heartache,
Tell me why,
Ain't nothin' but a mistake,
Tell me why,
I never wanna hear you say,
(Don't wanna hear you say),
I want it that way
Tell me why...
Ain't nothin' but a heartache,
Ain't nothin' but a mistake,
Tell me why,
I never wanna hear you say,
(Never wanna hear you say it),
I want it that way
I want it that way
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4:51 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
whee!~ into god's family officially and i'm never leaving. =) thx to those who came down for jan and i!! made our special dae even more special~ hehe. and thx for the gifts and letters too.. god has blessed me with great frens! :)
thx to:
ally-
for comin down all the wae frm boonlay! and for all the fun times we had in class etc etc :) giggling at ivan soh.. rolling eyes at sch staff who live in denial and call demselves teachers..love ya girl!
yihui-
for coming down too! haha. noe u dun go to church and stuff. haha. realli glad u came down today! *muackz!* oh yes and thx for the present! cool cross! it's goin up on my room wall! and i so want a picture of both of us together to go in the photoframe~ :)
andrea-
me missing u! long time no see.. yes yes. great to see u todae! haha. the same watergirL :) noe u're parents dun allow u to church.. really appreciate the fact u came down hehe. trackers foreva!
sara/dino-
hehe. u've grown alot!! :D next time i'll go for YOUR baptism! :) we're sisters in christ yea?~~ will nv forget the times we had.. watchin dark angel.. going to church together. etc.. take care!i will keep your letter foreva. haha. i still have all of dem in my letter file. hehehe. gotta change the file soon. it looks lik an overexpanded puffer fish. *gasps*
charlene-
u took a cab down!! oh my.. haha. thx for makin the effort darling charsiew! hehe. any time u feel sian tell me kkaez. megalife family is alwaes ready to welcome u! (: me waitin for u to come. really enjoy singing christian songs with u and ally. haha!! [waves arms in the charlene wae] quote char: "bian tai"
terese-
trees! i mean shrub! i mean mc.square! hehe. u farnie monkey la u. i mean plant. hehe. u dont look lik ur mama?!! haha. hope u enjoyed the service. haha. yep yep and thx for being there.. thx for our fun fights. haha. no thx for squishing two of my buns. (dey were supposed to be for recess!!) no thx for throwing the bun [back] at me in class! (tho i started it. but tt's not the point =P) btw. my eraser has lost alot of mass because of u! sae my aimin aint bad :) i got the eraser falling right in front of ur face! i'm sure if it had been sharp ur nose would have come off :P
avonne-
hey apple! there was a time in primary sch i kept saein 'ure welcome' just to get ppl to sae thankew to me meh? hurr.. u make me sound so silly.. so *paiseh* hee.. wah come from lik the other side of singapore. (okies not realli.. compared to ally. hee. rite ally? hoho) must go fer sara's baptism together! and ally's too! haha. i was there at the time u got baptised? oh. oops. memory.. failing..
zihua-
haha! so surprised u came! haha. funkiness. whoo~ hehe. hoep u enjoyed urself my lil senior.. come church with us on sat kakez?! hehe
sheeyin-
hoi lao gong! haha. (tt was so long ago.. *dreams*) u came?! and u tied ur hair! with a PINK rubber band. haha. lao gong my head ar. haha. morphin into potential lao po loH! hehe. terence. and (wats his name? the bball guy. haha.) will be so very proud :P come for sat service kkaez!!?
nikki-
tho u couldn't come down.. thx for tryin too. hehe. take care la u poor girl. haha.
annalyn-
babyhands! hehe. nvm nvm.. we can go for ally's one together! haha. will pray ur daddy allow. haha
kristel-
thx girL! i did enjoy the baptism service. haha. =) u're a half corrupted prefect! and tt's realli good. hehe.
cheryl.k-
khoooong! hehe. WHEN drea get's baptised we'll all be there together hor! hehe. dun listen to terese. she's disgusting.. turn ur name into into.. haha
yangyang-
sheep! yang.square. hehe. will pray for ur parents! =) u're a christian and u opened the door to jesus for your parents. haha. i realli admire u for keepin to the faith!! keep going girl! me behind u all the wae~~
jerik,aaron,ray(jerk,marshmallowmonster,pigganini)-
thx for the card! haha. and for comin all the wae. jan and i appreciate it! hoho.
weiming-
haha. u will jump when the m&m is thrown? will work not :P thx for supportin jan and i todae. haha. truly ur father's son. :P hahaha. ahhhh crap..
bbc-
i will read the book! haha. and i'll follow jesus all my daes~
kor-
haha. my pens will be kept very well. hehe. thx ar. hoho. it is a pen holder! u nv see the label? haha. blur la u. hehe. scratched the 'girl' off ur wallet yet? :P
jan-
we've grown closer in these two months.. love ya sista!! we'll grow in the lord together! :) yes i understand teh wae u communicated with eye movements. *rolls eyes* :P u go jan!! *smackeroos*
i dun lik dead stuff!! dun gimme dead stuff!
my wallet, phone and bag are kidnap-prone.. char!! u keep ur hands awae from my phone and wallet! hehehe.
cell yesterdae was fun! haha. tho it was so uber dark. no wait. tt made it more fun. haha. funniest thing:
- question: if u were to describe ur girlfriend/boyfriend with an item, wat would it be?-
[sam's turn.. he's wiping his hands with tissue]
sam: erm.. *wipe wipe*
weiming: tissue! HARHAR
sam: ya ok tissue!
us: WAT? hahahaha
rw: u good! use already throw awae.
hahahaahha :P
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7:25 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean living." I'm whispering "I was lost,"Now I'm found and forgiven.
When I say..."I am a Christian"I don't speak of this with pride.I'm confessing that I stumbleand need CHRIST to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not trying to be strong.I'm professing that I'm weakand need HIS strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not bragging of success.I'm admitting I have failedand need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not claiming to be perfect,My flaws are far too visible but,God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"I still feel the sting of pain,I have my share of heartachesSo I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not holier than thou,I'm just a simple sinnerwho received God's grace somehow
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11:34 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
"Whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst."--John 4:14
He who is a believer in Jesus finds enough in his Lord to satisfy him now, and to content him for evermore. The believer is not the man whose days are weary for want of comfort, and whose nights are long from absence of heart-cheering thought, for he finds in religion such a spring of joy, such a fountain of consolation, that he is content and happy. Put him in a dungeon and he will find good company; place him in a barren wilderness, he will eat the bread of heaven; drive him away from friendship, he will meet the "friend that sticketh closer than a brother." Blast all his gourds, and he will find shadow beneath the Rock of Ages; sap the foundation of his earthly hopes, but his heart will still be fixed, trusting in the Lord. The heart is as insatiable as the grave till Jesus enters it, and then it is a cup full to overflowing. There is such a fulness in Christ that He alone is the believer's all. The true saint is so completely satisfied with the all-sufficiency of Jesus that he thirsts no more--except it be for deeper draughts of the living fountain. In that sweet manner, believer, shalt thou thirst; it shall not be a thirst of pain, but of loving desire; thou wilt find it a sweet thing to be panting after a fuller enjoyment of Jesus' love. One in days of yore said, "I have been sinking my bucket down into the well full often, but now my thirst after Jesus has become so insatiable, that I long to put the well itself to my lips, and drinkright on." Is this the feeling of thine heart now, believer? Dost thou feel that all thy desires are satisfied in Jesus, and that thou hast no want now, but to know more of Him;, and to have closer fellowship with Him? Then come continually to the fountain, and take of the water of life freely. Jesus will never think you take too much, but will ever welcome you, saying, "Drink, yea, drink abundantly, O beloved."
[lookin forward to church and cell! lookin forward to baptism =)) god is good all the time!]
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10:35 PM